Three weeks ago I started at a military school. This had been my dream, to come here and to get this experiance. This first couple of days was very tough. We wake up earlly and run a lot. There is a ton of yelling all the time. Being in a stressful enviornment like this definatley makes the bonds of friends very strong. You have to stick together so you can help each other get through it. I am very excited to be done with RAT week and on to the funner times at this school. It is going to make me stronger and more deisiplined if only I can keep this motivation. I get to see my parents tommoro too. I get to be reunited with the real world. I get to be a person agian. There is nothing I want more than to feel like a person. I want to be me agian and not just the robot I am forced to be while I am at this school. I know that this is a good thing, I know I can do it, but the question is; do I want to do it? Am I ready to do it? Is this what I should be doing? I geuss I will have to find out.